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My Not Yet Updated & Upcoming Make-up Jobs

  • Thursday, 3rd June 2010 - Photography Make-up for Mingguan Malaysia @ Utusan Malaysia, KL
  • Saturday, 29th May 2010 - Convocation Make-up @ Klang, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 12th June 2010 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Ampang, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 12th June 2010 - Night Make-up @ Setiawangsa, KL
  • Saturday, 19th June 2010 - Engagement Make-up (Bridal Make-up) @ Gerik, Perak.
  • Saturday, 26th June 2010 - Night Make-up @ Kota Damansara, KL
  • Wednesday, 30th June 2010 - Night Make-up @ Petaling Jaya, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 3rd July 2010 - Night Make-up @ PNB Darby Park, Jalan Ampang, KL.
  • Wednesday, 4th August 2010 - Photography Make-up for Mingguan Malaysia @ Utusan Malaysia, KL
  • Thursday, 12th August 2010 - Abaya Suraya's Photoshoot Make-up for Utusan Malaysia @ Utusan Malaysia, KL.
  • Wednesday, 18th August 2010 - Abaya Suraya's Photoshoot Make-up for Berita Harian @ NSTP, KL.
  • Friday, 3rd September 2010 - Photography Make-up for MEGA, Utusan Msia @ Utusan Malaysia, KL
  • Saturday, 2nd October 2010 - Convocation Make-up @ Puchong, KL
  • Saturday, 30th July 2010 - Convocation Make-up @ IIUM, Gombak, Selangor.
  • Friday, 8th October 2010 - Night Make-up @ Universiti Malaya (UM), KL.
  • Sunday, 10th October 2010 - Akad Nikah (Bridal Make-up) @ Nikko Hotel, KL
  • Saturday, 16th October 2010 - Night Make-up @ Ampang Jaya, Selangor.
  • Wednesday, 20th October 2010 - Photography Make-up for Mingguan Malaysia @ Utusan Malaysia, KL
  • Thursday, 21st October 2010 - Photography Make-up for Mingguan Malaysia @ Utusan Malaysia, KL.
  • Saturday, 23rd October 2010 - Photography Make-up @ Cyberjaya.
  • Sunday, 24th October 2010 - Photography Make-up for Anis magazine & Harian Metro @ Al-Rawsha Restaurant, KL.
  • Friday, 29th October 2010 - Akad Nikah (Bridal Make-up) @ Putrajaya.
  • Saturday, 30th October 2010 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Putrajaya
  • Sunday, 14th November 2010 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ INTEKMA, Shah Alam, Selangor.
  • Friday, 19th November 2010 - Night Make-up @ Kampung Pandan, KL.
  • Saturday, 20th November 2010 - Night Make-up @ Prince Hotel, Jalan Conlay, KL.
  • Saturday, 20th November 2010 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Klang, Selangor.
  • Sunday, 5th December 2010 - Night Make-up @ Equatorial Hotel, Bangi, Selangor.
  • Thursday, 9th December 2010 - Abaya Suraya's Hijab & Jalabiya Photoshoot Make-up for Majalah Wanita (Magazine) @ Utusan Malaysia, KL.
  • Friday, 10th December 2010 - Night Make-up @ Wangsa Melawati, KL.
  • Saturday, 11th December 2010 - Night Make-up @ Traders Hotel, KLCC, KL.
  • Saturday, 11th December 2010 - Night Make-up @ Nilai, Negeri Sembilan.
  • Friday, 17th December 2010 - Akad Nikah (Bridal Make-up) @ Gerik, Perak.
  • Saturday, 18th December 2010 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Gerik, Perak.
  • Sunday, 19th December 2010 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Gerik, Perak.
  • Friday, 25th December 2010 - Akad Nikah (Bridal Make-up) @ AU2, Taman Sri Keramat, KL
  • Friday, 25th December 2010 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Dewan UTM, Jalan Semarak, KL
  • Friday, 31st December 2010 - Photography Make-up for Mingguan Malaysia @ Utusan Malaysia, KL.
  • Friday, 31st December 2010 - Night Make-up @ MOFAZ, Sungai Penchala, Damansara, KL.
  • Friday, 7th January 2011 - Stage Make-up for Jannah Paradise/Yasalma's Fashion Show @ Department of Civil Aviation (DCA), Presint 4, Putrajaya.
  • Saturday, 22nd January 2011 - Night Make-up @ Mayang Sutera, TTDI Jaya, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 29th January 2011 - Night Make-up @ Sri Kembangan, Selangor.
  • Thursday, 17th February 2011 - Grand Dorsett Subang Hotel,Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Subang Jaya, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 19th March 2011 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Segamat, Johor.
  • Sunday, 20th March 2011 - Night / Dinner Function Make-up @ Kota Damansara.
  • Friday, 15th April 2011 - Akad Nikah (Bridal Make-up) @ Rawang, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 16th April 2011 - Engagement Make-up (Bridal Make-up) @ Taman Melawati, KL.
  • Saturday, 21st May 2011 - Night Make-up @ Seksyen 16, Shah Alam.
  • Saturday, 21st May 2011 - Night Make-up @ Dewan Merak Kayangan FELDA.
  • Saturday, 4th June 2011 - Engagement Make-up (Bridal Make-up) @ Restoran Rebung, Bangsar, KL.
  • Saturday, 4th June 2011 - Night Make-up @ Saloma Bistro, KL.
  • Saturday, 4th June 2011 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Saloma Bistro, KL.
  • Saturday, 4th June 2011 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Saloma Bistro, KL.
  • Saturday, 25th June 2011 - Advertorial Photography Make-up for IN TREND magazine @ Measat Publications, Sri Kembangan.
  • Sunday, 26th June 2011 - Day Function Make-up @ Ketumbar Height, Cheras.
  • Friday, 1st July 2011 - Akad Nikah (Bridal Make-up) @ Pandan Indah, KL.
  • Sunday, 3rd July 2011 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Taman Cempaka, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 16th July 2011 - Photoshoot Make-up for JELITA magazine @ MS Garden Hotel, Kuantan, Pahang.
  • Tuesday, 23rd August 2011 - Wanita magazine photoshoot with Wardina Safiyyah wearing Abaya Suraya @ Marigold Suite, One World Hotel, Bandar Utama.
  • Saturday, 3rd September 2011 - Engagement Make-up (Bridal Make-up) @ Bukit Beruntung, Selangor.
  • Thursday, 8th September 2011 - Photography make-up for Majalah Wanita with Sharifah Khasif Fadzilah wearing Abaya Suraya @ Ampang Hilir, KL.
  • Wednesday, 21st September 2011 - Photography Make-up for Mingguan Malaysia @ Utusan Malaysia, KL.
  • Saturday, 24th September 2011 - Night Make-up @ Jalan Ipoh, KL.
  • Saturday, 8th October 2011 - Convocation Make-up @ Sri Damansara, KL.
  • Monday, 10th October 2011 - Photography for Aneesa Amani Boutique's Product Photoshoot @ Bunga Studio, Taman Melawati, KL.
  • Sunday, 30th October 2011 - Convocation Make-up @ Ascott Residence, KL.
  • Friday, 2nd December 2011 -Night Make-up @ Sun Inn, Bandar Sunway, Selangor.
  • Friday, 2nd December 2011 -Night Make-up @ Citylink Hotel, Bangsar, KL.
  • Sunday, 25th December 2011 - Engagement Make-up (Bridal Make-up) @ Kg. Datuk Keramat, KL.
  • Sunday, 25th December 2011 - Akad Nikah Make-up (Bridal Make-up) @ Bukit Beruntung, Rawang, Selangor.
  • Sunday, 25th December 2011 - Night Make-up @ Dewan Tun Abdullah Mohd Salleh, UKM Bangi.
  • Friday, 13th January 2012 -Night Make-up @ Sri Kembangan, Selangor.
  • Sunday, 29th January 2012 -Night Make-up @ Rafflesia, Damansara Perdana, KL.
  • Saturday, 4th February 2012 -Night Make-up @ Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM), Serdang, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 18th February 2012 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Pengkalan Pegoh, Lahad, Perak.
  • Saturday, 25th February 2012 - Night Make-up (Bridal Make-up Style) @ Equatorial Hotel, KL.
  • Sunday, 26th February 2012 - Photography Make-up for Muslimah Photo Shoot @ Masjid Tuanku Mizan (Masjid Besi), Putrajaya.
  • Wednesday, 29th February 2012 - Photography Make-up for Majalah Jelita Fashion Spread @ TBC
  • Monday, 12th March 2012 - Photography Make-up @ Bukit Jelutong, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 17th March 2012 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Pasir Gudang, Johor.
  • Friday, 27th April 2012 - Akad Nikah/ Solemnization Ceremony (Bridal Make-up) @ Gerik, Perak.
  • Saturday, 28th April 2012 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Gerik, Perak.
  • Friday, 4th May 2012 - Akad Nikah/ Solemnization Ceremony (Bridal Make-up) @ Ipoh, Perak.
  • Friday, 4th May 2012 - Berinai Ceremony (Bridal Make-up) @ Ipoh, Perak.
  • Saturday, 5th May 2012 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Ipoh, Perak.
  • Sunday, 27th May 2012 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Terengganu.
  • Saturday, 2nd June 2012 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Ipoh, Perak.
  • Friday, 8th June 2012 - Akad Nikah/ Solemnization Ceremony (Bridal Make-up) @ Keramat, KL.
  • Saturday, 9th June 2012 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Keramat, KL.
  • Sunday, 10th June 2012 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Setiawangsa, KL.
  • Friday, 28th September 2012 - Akad Nikah/ Solemnization Ceremony (Bridal Make-up) @ Selayang, Selangor.
  • Saturday, 29th September 2012 - Wedding Reception (Bridal Make-up) @ Selayang, Selangor.
  • * The booked dates are still opened for other potential clients. Bookings are confirmed once the advance payment is paid. / Tarikh-tarikh yang telah ditempah masih dibuka untuk para pelanggan lain yang berminat jika terdapat slot masa yang mengizinkan. Kesemua tempahan disahkan sebaik sahaja bayaran pendahuluan dibayar.

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Friday, May 14, 2010

The WEDDING of MY FIRST CRUSH @ Kelab Golf Perkhidmatan Awam (KGPA) (Sunday, 20th March 2010)







Me at the beautiful wedding.



Try to judge my expression. Happy? Sad? Tortured? Confused? Lost? I'll pay a penny for your thoughts. =D



My sidekick in life, Deena my sister.

Salam,

Yes yes, I have been delaying to update this post. Why? Because I was wondering to what extent will I reveal about my first crush. Just see the irony of this post's title, wedding and first crush, it just doesn't go together. Unless if it was how it's supposed to be, MY WEDDING with MY FIRST CRUSH, or Our Wedding; My First Crush and I. However the irony to life is that, as beautiful as it gets, it still can be cruel to you. *sigh* Please pardon me for being melancholic, though I might nervously laugh while writing this post, still there's a bittersweet feeling enveloping me inside. Haha ok that's too melodramatic Suraya *nervous laughter continues*.

Ok ok, let me keep it simple. This first crush of mine (which continues for years even till today, never-ending in fact, though I dated and loved a few guys hehe) let's call him HH (his initials, and it reminds me of the Harvard Hottie in the Nanny Diaries..seriously my heart skipped a beat when I saw the initials reading that novel because it reminded me of my HH), he's the eldest son of one of Ummi's closest friends in my childhood days. If I am not mistaken, when I was 11, he was 14 and super cute and hot. Fair skin, tall, soft-spoken, very pretty smile with very kind features, oh I just love love love. I also love the fact that since his mother have a small catering business, he always helped her at the kitchen. I also think he's balanced because he plays basketball, have loads of friends and still quite religious by regularly prays. Also love the fact that he always patted his youngest sister's head lovingly almost every time he bumps into her. Honestly that's how I developed my habit of patting my sister's head the same way too, because I felt like it's an elder-younger sibling bond which is just so loving and special, kudos to HH. =')

Well when I was younger, though people think I'm much prettier now, though I may lose weight and put on weight again and again, but when I was a kid, I was very fat, had very dark skin, bad hair, whatever that is ugly I was it. Of course to like HH, whom his mother told us, will get a school-bag load of Raya greeting cards from those interested to be his pet sister whether from older or younger girls (oh come on that's just an attempt to climb the ladder to become his gf, losers) of course I knew where I stood. No chance. Simply impossible. So yes, the shy me would only keep my feelings inside, further more another Aunty was trying so hard to matchmake her pretty and nice daughter with him so yes my feelings were left unknown.

When I turned 15 and lost lots of weight (because I was dieting like mad and frequently jogged at Taman Tar and went to the gym), when the hard work has started to pay off, I started to realize there were guys admiring me, finally. The cute boys at school started to notice I was visible, and people started to ask for my phone number, those kind of things well you know what I mean. Now Suraya was not only known as the shy, nice girl to be friends with, now she came with better looks.

However I will always remember my first crush. How he changes his hairstyles I think all of them were cute and suited him. How I know he had a huge crush on the girl on TV in the green dress, haha you know, Jennifer Love Hewitt and even had her photos in his room. He also had his exchange of gfs but I didn't feel so jealous because I knew that I will always remain to be the secret admirer (ok not so secretive because one of his bros, the loudest one who was closest to me and my sis knew I had a crush on him actually, and convinced me that HH liked me too LOL). I also find it adorable when he played basketball in front of his lovely home wearing bermuda shorts above his knees, and his mother would ask him to change into longer pants because he's showing his aurah, well even that small, puny moment is unforgettable to me. In fact I even find the way his name is spellt differently with a DZ at the back instead of the normal Z is unique and brilliant.

However I didn't know how Allah worked His great ways, but miracles happened when after a few years HH's mom told my mom that HH has a crush on me. Oh good Lord just imagine how I felt knowing this info, it was just too beautiful and amazing to describe it with words. I felt like I was the most loved person by Allah, and the luckiest gal on earth of course. The only problem was, both of our mothers knew both of us were too shy to make the first move. My principle in life is even before I wore hijab, as a Muslim Malay girl, I would never ever initiate the first step to make my interest in a guy apparent to him. If he likes me just as much, he must come to me and make the first move. If not, I will just regard it as it's not meant to be, or maybe he's just not that into me. Call me old-fashioned or backdated, that's my belief and I am adamant about it.

So years passed, and I went to MRSM Kuala Kubu Bharu, a boarding school but my best friends there, my roomates also knew about my first crush. Yes I also had my fair share of humiliating decisions, but not many people knew except my closest best friends at SMKTM and my sister Deena of course, knew that I had borrowed-without permission-and never returned which will sum up to stealing, one photo of him, that I pasted in my Leonardo DiCaprio & Claire Danes's Romeo & Juliet 1996 diary. Ok I swear THAT was truly embarrassing, humiliating, pathetic (even I could not forgive myself till now) but somehow I don't regret it totally. =) That is because I feel like that is the only hard copy of all the soft copy memories that I have of my first crush. I still keep that diary, for more than a decade now since I am 24 now and losing that page which I've pasted the photo would be a real loss to me, so I hope it won't happen.

Yes my best friend from MRSM once followed me to his house when my mother purchased some Ayam Percik from his mother, and that was the first time I truly believe he smiled at me, at the kitchen where he was helping his mother. If I'm not mistaken that was the first time he saw me wearing hijab, and since I was so uber shy, I was not even sure whether I smiled back or not. Even if I did I bet it was ugly, crooked or something. Seriously, I don't understand how can I be so confident being the emcee of events at school, being a debater representing my school since primary school and even had endless verbal arguments with my male schoolmates, had boyfriends already, but in front of HH I just became wanita Melayu terakhir (the last Malay woman), freaked out and could barely breathe. Pa-the wait for it, tic! In fact I would gaze on the floor in front of him, but seriously the feelings to know he's in the same vicinity with me gave me the most incredible feeling. I would feel the happiest when my best friend at home then told me how cute he was, and said 'Seriously Sue dia senyum kat kau!' (He smiled at you) and pretended not to believe and asked her to repeat the story again and again because I enjoyed knowing it. ='D

Then when we sort of knew, that we were kind of interested in each other, well it was like an open secret, we started to give polite smiles to one another if I go to his house for a visit with Ummi and my sister, but never spoken to each other. But then of course as we grew older, we had our own gf and bf. Years and after years of not seeing each other then the news broke and it hit me, that my first crush was getting married. I was happy outside, but the weird part inside..well..urm I was kind of crying. *sigh* It gave me the exact same feeling (in fact worse this time) when I knew my most favourite singer, Akhdiyat Duta Modjo from Sheila On 7 got hitched. Of course, it's not even imaginable of me marrying Duta or HH, but to know they were tying the knot felt like losing a part of myself. Yes I was happy to hear the good news, but just well, not sincerely.

So last Eid in 2009, we went again to his house months before his wedding. By this point I have a loving boyfriend whom I still have unsure feelings about him then since the relationship was still new. Well when I went to HH's with Ummi and Nana, I couldn't be happier to know that he came back for a holiday since he works in Jakarta, Indonesia and the happiest (and crazy nervous) to know he's at home, not going anywhere else when we visited. I was not trying to seduce someone's fiance of course never, but at least I wanted to look decent and pretty when I went there, still I would feel this huge bashful habit enveloped me again, and I would feel insecure though I tried to look as normal as possible. Ummi asked me to pass some Serunding Daging (meat floss) from home, he smiled sincerely when he received it from me but again I am not even sure till this day whether I didn't smile at all or gave him another poor crooked smile at that time. Dush!

Then when we were enjoying spaghetti bolognaise that his mum prepared, I felt like I was in heaven when he actually joint us to eat together with us, and he was sitting in front of me! (ok I'm the true definition of loser!) Though I was excited, I felt like my heart was beating the fastest. Before that Ummi told me that his mother told her that HH was not so sure whether he was marrying too soon, or whether he has chosen the right girl. Ok knowing that made me feel a little better (guilty!) and though I chatted comfortably just for the sake of appearing normal, when his mum told us there that he was not sure to get married or not in front of us, I saw that he was looking at the floor, and played with his spaghetti (even Nana noticed that) and I was not sure whether he felt kind of upset about that or embarrassed that his mother was telling us about that.

Then this big mouth of mine told the story about how I had a make-up client, which I was supposed to do the make-up for the groom's family members, cancelled our appointment the night before the big day. I thought they had another make-up artiste, or you know how relatives like to do make-up on each other. Then the next year, the same client booked me again to do the same kind of make-up. I thought this was for the wedding of another brother, when I did their make-up I was informed that it was for the very same groom. Last year, when all the preparations were made and invitation cards were delivered, the groom just bursted out the news that he was not ready to get married yet, the night before the wedding. Crazy stuff. I was so comfortable of just telling the story, when HH interrupted, looking at me solemnly asking "So did he marry the same girl or not?" I was dumbfounded, paused didn't know what to say. If any Tom, Dick or Harry asked me this I could simply answer the truth, but this was HH. My so-called HH. So I said "Urm I was not sure, but I think it must be the same girl." Then he just kept quiet, didn't smile or anything. Back at home Nana said to me, "Wow out of all the questions in the world he asked you that!" then I told Nana seriously I couldn't remember whether that groom married the same girl or not, but if I said no it will be interesting right and we had a great laugh. However honestly, at that time when HH asked me, I remembered clearly, that actually the groom wed a different girl, not his earlier fiance, but I just felt from his solemn expression that I saw, the first time in fact I felt like we had a real conversation though it was including our family members, well I assumed he needed some convincing from others, and instead of making his thinking and indecisive feelings more haywired, I just said yes the guy married the same girl. There's no point to be cruel Suraya if you were not marrying him anyway. Right?

So yes I did add him on Facebook, though I knew he was getting married. There's no harm to it I guess. Wonderfully, so so surprisingly when I made an album of my random photos, which I call Self-Shots, I was so astonished and delighted to know that he was the first one to Like that album. Hahaha another pathetic insight from Suraya, but I gloated about it to my sister and mother haha. =D It really meant something big to me, even those guys who personally commented how beautiful I am or even private message to hit on me, could not mean bigger than him Liking my album thee hee!

Yup so we went to his wedding on 20th March 2010 (this is the birthdate of one of my ex-boyfriends coincidentally) and I dressed up as possibly cute as I could think of haha. Nana said that I should be pretty that night. =D The wedding was beautiful, the bride was so gorgeous, and HH looked so happy I was happy too. I just got embarrassed when we wanted to take photos with the beautiful couple, that HH's mother said to me 'Ha Suraya pergi marah abang H tu!' (go and scold H) which was funny and sad at the same time. To be honest I slightly felt defeated as well. ='D

Well, I pray for the lovely couple to have a blessed marriage dunya wal akhirat, be bestowed with adorable babies, all soleh and solehah, and hopefully they'll attend my wedding too insha Allah. Most importantly I pray for him to be happy creating memories in his married life, because deep inside he'll always be special to me and will always remember him. I reckon this to be my most personal blog post just yet, and I could not believe I just walked down memory lane of my first crush on this Sunday morning with the tingling sensation of humiliation that gave me goosebumps, but it came together with bittersweet tears running down my cheeks. =')

8 comments:

Amilyn Zanal said...

very interesting story....although u don't know me..saya dl ex uia..banyak cite saya dgn pasal awak.
Ramai students cerita,ramai cakap awak ini baik dan merendah diri walaupun awak orang berada..
Bagi saya,awak pun cantik juga...
u're beautiful inside and outside....
one day,u will find ur own prince charming...
amin...

SURAYA ANUAR said...

Salam Amilyn,

Thanks so much for reading n dropping a comment v.much appreciated =)

I see sama2 ex UIA la ni =) Haha Sue pun xtau how come Sue selalu dengar org kenal Sue walhal Sue ni minah loneranger paling ultimate sekali =D

Kalau dengar yg baik2 alhamdulillah Sue paling x mahu dilabel sbg berlagak sebab kita hamba Allah semua sama yg membezakan cuma iman dan taqwa kan.

I have found my Prince Charming even masa time blog post ni Sue cakap Sue pg rumah HH pun I'm w him just waktu tu baru lagi. Please doakan yg terbaik utk kami ya =) Sue doakan yg baik2 utk Amilyn juga amin =)

Anonymous said...

tak sngaja terbaca blog ni.hehe..sbb nk cari pasal pastamania.t'baca lah plak post2 yg lain..
~crita ni bleh bt novel or movie perhaps~

sbb ending dia,cik suraya x kawen ngn ur 1st crush kan.yg mmg b'beza dgn cta ala2 fairytale::happy ending.so, back 2 reality.ending ksh cik suraya sgt menarik.insyaAllah..jodoh cik suraya adlh dr golongan yg baik2 juga. ;)

-fifi-

SURAYA ANUAR said...

Salam terima kasih sudi baca sampai habis walhal takde niat nak baca pun. =) Terima kasih utk pujiannya melangit tinggi sgt sampai nak buat novel ke movie hehe but Im glad to share a part of my life w my blog readers. Sue suka menulis tapi rajinnya sikit malasnya banyak hehe. Terima kasih utk doanya, insha Allah amin. =)

Anonymous said...

I was so touched to read yr post....Hanya Allah jua yang maha mengetahui apa yang terbaik unutk hambaNya.

SURAYA ANUAR said...

Salam Anonymous whoever u r thank you very much for reading :) it's bittersweet but it's part & parcel of my life growing up & it made me feel good to let it out by writing it. Ya sbg seorang Muslim Sue amat percaya pada itu, kadangkala apa yang kita suka boleh jadi buruk sebenarnya utk kita begitu juga sebaliknya. Sue doakan yang terbaik for you & your family as well amin. :) BTW r u a gal or a guy or r u still Fifi up there? Just curious about the readers that my writing attracts, thanks. :)

SURAYA ANUAR said...

Salam Anonymous whoever u r thank you very much for reading :) it's bittersweet but it's part & parcel of my life growing up & it made me feel good to let it out by writing it. Ya sbg seorang Muslim Sue amat percaya pada itu, kadangkala apa yang kita suka boleh jadi buruk sebenarnya utk kita begitu juga sebaliknya. Sue doakan yang terbaik for you & your family as well amin. :) BTW r u a gal or a guy or r u still Fifi up there? Just curious about the readers that my writing attracts, thanks. :)

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